Kasey's Rambles

I have found my spot people! I am currently sitting toward the edge of my bed conveniently located right next to our bedroom window. The cold air is slowly coming through giving just enough chill to be all bundled up in my favorite cozy clothes, without overheating, Its perfect!

What is even more perfect is I am sitting in the comfort of my own home on my brand-new laptop, doing what makes me happy. It doesn’t get much better than this.

Today was a day. Thursdays are like my Mondays. I have off on Mondays, go in for a quick 5-hour day Tuesday, and I’m off on Wednesday. By the time Thursday comes I am not the happiest of campers coming in. Knowing I will be at work all weekend, missing out on family time over the weekend and what not, it’s just a lot. I’ve been so overwhelmed lately between home life and work life that something has to give.

I’ve been thinking a lot lately. Haha My husband always says, “Oh No” whenever I start a sentence out with “I’ve been thinking a lot lately…”Seriously though I have been thinking that now is NOT the time for me to be managing any restaurant. It’s too much on me. I have 3 kiddos a dog and a Husband to take care of. There are sporting events I miss, proms picture sessions I miss. I believe that is why here recently I have been miserable at work. In January, when my hubby and I moved back in with each other, so much changed. I have my family together again. There are so many things I want to be around for instead of always being at work. I don’t find joy in what I do anymore. The kids are growing up way to fast and I don’t want to miss anymore.

Anyway, I am rambling and totally lost my train of thought. I am beyond grateful and blessed to be able to be typing on this beautiful laptop. Sounds silly but just a few years ago I didn’t have any nice stuff like this, but more importantly I get emotional because just a few years ago I didn’t even have a relationship with my Parents. So, for that I am beyond blessed.

Time to “watch” some football with the hubby then bedtime.

Till next time….