Kasey's Rambles

As I sit here in my cozy apartment in the 2ndfloor, admiring just how cozy my living room really is …I can’t help but to dose off and wonder what my “Dream Home” will look like in the near?! Future???

My husband and I just started watching a new home makeover show with one of the cast members from Orange is the New Black. It’s on Netflix. So tonight, like any other night, after I lay out son down we hop into our comfy bed with our Puppy and pick something to watch. Not everytime it’s something that the other person likes haha but tonight we picked something we knew we both would like!!

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I just love watching those types of shows with my Hubby. We get to chat and talk about what their doing and how amazing the house looks, if we like it etc. It’s an amazing moment for us to just hang out and bond as a couple. Nowadays it is so important for myself especially to really take in those moments. Not being on my phone and really being present because moments like these don’t happen that often when you have a busy household like ours.

Anywho…so now that home makeover is on my mind, I sit in my cozy living room trying to picture where our house may be, what color the outside will be. Will I have a porch (like I’ve always wanted). Will the girls get their own room? All these questions rushing through my head.

Then the big Question ruins it all…When will this happen?! How many years will it be till our credit is perfect and the housing market is right. Will we be approved for a loan?! Will we need a co signer?! Will we have to buy a fixer upper?! So much goes into it. And then that’s when my brain goes on overload and then shuts down. And makes it all seem impossible…

Oddly enough…not tonight. Tonight, my “Dream Home” feels like it is within reaching distance. Like if I reached my arm out, really stretched it like go go gadget, I could touch it!!!

Do you know what that means!!! Finally at the young ripe age of 33 I’m learning to think positive no matter what. Keep one foot ahead of the other. Don’t give Up. See what you want and go and Get It!!! And damnit that is what we are doing.

I can see it guys. Can’t tell you where or what shape and even when it’s going to happen. But it’s going to happen. I just know it. And that is a great feeling to have at the end of the night before I rest my head on all my comfy pillows.

So here to more nights day dreaming about my “Dream Home” that is closer than ever to becoming a reality in my world!!!

Till next time…